Should be in bed sleeping...

Well, right now I should be in bed. I know this is true because I can feel the heaviness pulling my eyelids down...

However I am also very excited and this is preventing me from sleep. I know that tomorrow I will be travelling for a very long time and will probably not be able to sleep much in the car, on the plane, etc. so really the sensible thing is to sleep now, but knowing the sensible thing doesn't always mean that you do it - does it?!

It's funny because we think that as we get older we learn our 'lessons' and become sensible people but the truth is that altho we KNOW more sensible things that doesn't mean we do more sensible things. In fact it is interesting because I think that as I have become older I am less inclined to do or say the sensible thing!!!

Well I am off to bed finally and I will try and get the balance between being sensible and living life to the full (lol). It is so essential isn't it - living!

Thankful (seeing as Tom writes poems - I thought I would share one of mine)

In this world where it seems a moment cannot be guaranteed...
I am thankful.

When pain and trials pull on my heart and there seems no end in sight.
I am thankful.

I glimpse something of my destiny, eternity with you. I am so thankful.

I see again precious moments in the smallest things,
like shafts of light that brighten the darkest room.
I am thankful.

When heartache comes and emptiness surprises me, I am still thankful.

When weariness overwhelms and I feel I can't keep going, I am so thankful.

Thankful for your peace, for your love, for your mercy to me.

Thankful that you are the wind beneath my wings causing me to fly, that you are the anchor that keeps me from being washed away.

My rock, my love, my everything, My Jesus.

Got up too early...

Well this morning I got up too early...

Anyone ever done that? It is a totally random thing as I am really exhausted at the moment but for some reason my body awoke me at 6am and that was it - no more sleep for me - despite being shattered. And actually I have a hundred and one things to do, but decided that probably the most essential thing was to go round reading everyones blog and updating my own.

I have realised that 'blogging' takes quite a bit of work. Anyone else realised this...(Gem?) I mean not only do I have to think of something to say but it actually really needs to be of some interest. And of course I have to remember that I have a blog in the first place!!!!

I also think (bit deeper now) ooooohhhh I hear u cry, that blogging is hard work because you can choose what to say and then what people see of you and therefore maybe the image you portray is one - sided or well, not fully you. I am not saying that 'blogging' can't be really honest but rather that because I 'know' lots of you in 'real life' I kinda know what you're like a bit, and can't imagine what it would be like if I read your blog and didn't know you at all.

I also think it is hard work as it sometimes feels a bit risky putting yourself out there....

Like telling the world 'I LOVE JASON DONOVAN' ( I don't incidentally) but I might and then I would wonder what do you think of me?

Feeling hot, hot, hot!!

Wow everyone, isn't it hot? I have to say that I love it. I really love this hot weather. I love the sunshine, isn't it beautiful? And I love being able to walk around in the evening when it is still warm. It's great! God is soooooo good. I just felt the need to shout that out.

I have seriously got that Friday feeling...totally excited about the weekend. Sometimes I just feel really overwhelmed by how much God loves me and I know that I should feel the same way - rain or shine but when the sun is shining and I feel a gentle breeze on my cheek I just feel God smiling at me and I feel as if I have just been given a big kiss - Maybe that's what it really means when people say you look sun-kissed!!

Everyone looking forward to the park event tomorrow? Yeah, me too. See u soon...
Love u all lots. Big kisses, ME XX

I am so silly (but most of u already know that)

Hello Everyone,

I am so silly. I made a blog then lost it. (Lol)

I feel a little bit better as Maria did the same thing (solidarity)

Anyway, hopefully everyone will now be able to read my blog...

Love u all lots,

Kt XX

It's me - the crazy girl!

Hello everyone!

Well, I have created a blog - 'encouraged' slightly by Gemma! Now I have to think of something to say...

Yesterday was my birthday - I had a fantastic day - thanks to all my friends for love and gifts. You are all gorgeous!.

Please feel free to make a comment. I will be making lots - tee hee XXX