It's just that when I say I am fine - I am probably not.
I don't mean to be deceptive, it's just my way of trying to convince myself. It's my way of being positive.
If I say I am good or ok, or not too bad or great then I am but if I say I am fine I am pretty sure fine is the one thing that I am not.
I realised recently that saying I am 'fine' is something I say to keep any questions at bay, so I apologise - I didn't realise that I did it and I will try to be more honest in the future. It is hard tho' as it is something I say automatically whenever I am not fine.
Sorry.
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I think I do that too, just to avoid having to explain! It's still nice to know that people care though... love you xx
I'm so relieved that ure not fab fantastic all the time - i just really get quite depressed when someone is always happy - life just aint that simple - God is good and all the time God is good, but we just aint all the time are we :) - Yea gota keep it real people - oh and look out for one another - Hope ure happy soon Kt :)
babe - sometimes when you're not fine it's too hard to tell the world and you just want to tell a special person who you can be at your lowest point with and it's still comfy. I don't think it's lying of deception I just think it's privacy. HUGE HUGE HUG though
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